::: Quote of the Day :::
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget." |Jessica - age 8|

An 8 year old understands it... Why can't people more that twice that age not understand it? Is it so difficult to say 'No... I don't like you." or "Please stop disturbing me. I'm not interested"? I'm being reduced to a loaf of bread.

"Simply let your 'Yes' be 'Yes,' and your 'No,' 'No'; anything beyond this comes from the evil one." |Matthew 5:37|
"Above all, my brothers, do not swear--not by heaven or by earth or by anything else. Let your "Yes" be yes, and your "No," no, or you will be condemned." |James 5:12|

You know what the trouble is? She's playing with me... She's toying with my feelings. One moment she says we're compatible, the next she claims, "Say only what! Its not like I promised..." Don't say things if you don't mean them! Please!!! Put yourself in my shoes!!! How would you feel if you were treated like this? Can you understand what I'm going through? The worst feeling is realising that 2 other guys probably feel the same way about her... Thats disgusting. And I'm being talked to like I'm one of them. I'm not one of them. I am NOT that immature. What they're feeling are things 14 year old school children are feeling. A part of me is dying... Don't say, "You have to let go..." I'm not holding on to anything. Its embedded in me... Its a part of me. Try uprooting a plant without affecting the ground around it...
Let me go if you don't love me... please...

I'm going home now...
God. It hurts.